MOARRRR PHOTO’SSSS! Performance 2, with strange monkey-thing behind me on some pics. But look at me smile :D The weather was great and everything was great and I had so much funnnnn ^^
Hey c: Today is an I-wanted-to-run-but-it’s-raining day. So no run. Boyfriend is currently exercising in our basement, so I decided to play the piano. And now I’m writing. I think that if he’s gone, I’ll exercise. Maybe I’ll run, even though it’s raining. Maybe I’ll do a 30DS video. Maybe I’ll do yoga, and maybe I won’t do anything at all. I ran 4,5 kms yesterday and I biked for an hour/belly danced another hour this Saturday. So yeah. I’ll just see what I want this afternoon ^^
Hope your day will be great lovelies!
Some moron decided to ‘videobomb’ my performance.
I couldn’t stop eating unhealthy things.
My aunt called me fat.
Results? Major setback, tears, and unhappiness.
Oh joy, could this day get any better?
What is your scale really weighing?
I LOVE this!
I have been looking for this everywhere!
I don’t care what you’re doing: stop, and watch this.
another reason why you should not judge yourself based on what the scale says
So yesterday didn’t go as good as I’d hoped. It wasn’t necessarily bad, but I might even have over-eaten a little bit. I had two two-thirds lunches (two sandwiches at first, then after that a greek salad -so not really something unhealthy, which is good). But we didn’t really have a healthy dinner, so yeah. Along with two or three cookies. So no, it wasn’t really that much of a bad day, but I’m really conscious about eating ‘bad things’ now that I’ve finally got myself to eat enough. It’s still not a healthy mindset, but it’s better than fearing food in general, right? About that, my sister doesn’t really understand that. I sometimes make comments relating to the ED I had, but either she doesn’t want to her it, or she’s scared about it, I don’t know, but she keeps telling me that “you’re such a health freak, jeez don’t overreact like that, it’s just food”.
No. It is not ‘just food’. Not to me. Food has been an enemy for a long time, and I feel like South Korea on this one really. I don’t have the mindset, nor the resources, to go to war again, so I just endure those threats once in a while. Plus, I don’t really feel like a health-‘freak’ either. Just conscious about it. Ugh.
But, there are some nice things today! First of all, THE BF IS HERE. Which I like c: Then as a second, it’s my dad’s birthday today (so watching the food will be my secundary business today) and as a primary business: BELLYDANCE! Yesss, I have my second performance today and I’m going to do my solo again c:
AND I PROMISE that this time there will be a video, haha. Super high tech boyfriend is going with me, and since he does know how the camera on a phone/tablet works (unlike my mom, haha the poor thing felt so guilty for only filming half of my performance) I’ll post the video for joy to all.
So, have a nice day lovelies <3
this IS THE CUTEST FUCKING THING EVER
the cat like kisses his head at the end omfg
My dog does this to my mom.
Think I’ve reblogged this about 10 times so adorable omg